And the overwhelming feeling came from deep within that I’ve been waiting for this for a long time.

Namaste Tejasaji.

What a journey…Thank you so much for guiding us in this powerful, life changing 3-day course.

I will write you about what happened in the last process, the surgery and how I have been since the course.

When I was lying down, asking for the surgery, to balance my Pancha Prana and to download Babaji’s consciousness, I felt AmmaBhagavan’s presence immensely.

What I felt was joy. Joy and joy…. And the overwhelming feeling came from deep within that I’ve been waiting for this for a long time. My body was comfortably relaxed and felt like I was half asleep. Felt something back of my head, felt like it was being opened.

After the course is over, I was still feeling the pressure on my head, so I rested in shavasana for some more time.

Had a deep sleep overnight.

Then what I am feeling…

Feel changed. My brain changed. Body changed. Heart changed.

Mind calmed down. Thinking less. Long gap between a thought and another thought.

Feeling joy. Joy and joy. Vast inner space. Everything is in there.

Feeling the energy. Don’t feel get tired.

When I close my eyes, what I see is AmmaBhagavan.

Last night, during the happiness meditation, when I was breathing, I saw the golden lights are sparkling like the golden shower in my sahasrara chakra. When I focused on my body sensation, I saw AmmaBhagavan in every chakra inside me. Then I saw Babaji. Quite big inside me. Feeling of joy bursted. Tears and laughters. Did the global meditation with Babaji, he showed me the picture of the globe and the people chain but all the people are Babaji in padmasana. That made me laugh even more.

Then I had a talk with the Great Compassionate Light AmmaBhagavan.

We talked how it is extraordinary to have the higher consciousness downloaded. Bhagavan made me feel Babaji’s consciousness, Babaji is so cheerful, light, brisky and humorous. Then Christ and Buddha. When I felt Christ, I felt my heart was expanding. So compassionate. Buddha is tranquil… And profound.

Today I feel I have become more practical, efficient as there are not any unnecessary baggage.

With deepest gratitude to my beloved AmmaBhagavan.